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| on my own thinking |
| 07.30.04 (1:05 am) [edit] |
not until now did i know my friends are feeling sad...i never know about what they were feeling...i m so ignorant and a BIG idiot..
i guess that people are like that. They can look very happy, smiling and laughing when they are depressed... i am also such a person sometimes...
why is there a thing called sadness that torture people as much as diseases do?
if only i could cure them...(but i can't even soothe the person with words...)
i guess that having a religion, a belief, helps to strengthen us, we who might look strong outside, but weak inside...
i guess it is time that i have something to believe in too, instead of floating aimlessly...
i hope that i could accept a person, for who he/she is....from the inside...
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| sighsighsigh |
| 07.20.04 (11:43 pm) [edit] |
this is very sad, the weather is sad: it is raining...AGAIN! and i m down with flu and my mother is also sick... what could i do?i don't know how to cook or do anything...argghh..i m that dependant and spolit brat.
and there are two tests tommorrow...ahhhhhhhh
chem and ss...ok, ss now sounds like "sudden death" to me (i played too much gunbound!) but i thinks it is rather appropiate...coz' i haven't start the chapter
:cry: :cry: :( :(
anyway, writing to u makes me feels better..i guess. i am having a MOOD SWING now...might get better later...perhaps...perhaps...perhaps
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| the meaning of life |
| 07.17.04 (3:51 am) [edit] |
what is the meaning of life, u maybe asking...
i am, too, pondering abt this question until someone in a cartoon tells me this:
" i think that everybody has a meaning in life...it is just that u have to find/discover it urself.
(ok, i will continue this next time, as my bro. thinks it is extra boring and he talks until i don't feel like writing.)
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| watch this! |
| 07.16.04 (8:33 pm) [edit] |
hmm...i just returned from school and am now sitting here, writing and eating fishball kuay tao at the same time....the kuay tao is soooooooo..slippery... keeps slipping out of my hand...argghh
today's choir's first rehersal for the cultural pop. and yah...nobody clapped for us...which is rather saddening as i am starting to like choir a bit...(still, onli a bit...i m veri frustrated attending choir lessons!.)]
anyway, haha, who cares what other people think abt us?
we are who we are! (haha, i may be writing this but i care)
the fun part of the concert is not the performance, but it is when we are not singing, just doing stupid things...
:D we kept trying to tickle each other by ,you know, rubbing on the legs, moving down the spine, pointing on the waist...(mm..it sounds quite disgusting) but it is GREAT pleasure to see them very tickishly...haiz!
:twisted:
this is just the first half of the day, what my other half of day be? you wanna know? (as if! haha)
(to be continued.)
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| happiness does not need any reason! |
| 07.06.04 (11:50 pm) [edit] |
halo, my dear dear diary
today has been a very ordinary day, but nevertheless a very happy one!
this is the day when i feel so happie! happie! happie!!
without any reason!
hmm...maybe there's a reason behind it...today's wednesday!! i left my school earlier and yah! am relaxing now! (even though there's oral on friday which is a depressing thought....)
i sound so qian bian, right? nonono...(i think)
just now, i have a good laugh with my good friend, QY...
heehee...actually it is kinda my laugh...becuase she was blushing like this :
:oops: :oops:
:evil: that's me... :lol: grins, can't talk too much abt it, or else she will kill mi, even though she says that she is civilised- she don't use violence. lol
nelly furtado- powerless (say what u want) rulez!
(lyrics)
Paint my face in your magazines
Make it look whiter than it seems
Paint me over with your dreams
Shove away my ethnicity
Burn every notion that I may have a flame inside to fight
And say just what is on my mind
Without offending your might
[b]Cuz this life is too short to live it just for you
But when you feel so powerless what are you gonna do
So say what you want
Say what you want[/b]
I saw her face outside today
Weatherworn, looking all the rage
They took her passion and her gaze and made a poster
Now it’s moccasins we sport
We take the culture and contort
Perhaps only to distort what we are hiding
Cuz this life is too short to live it just for you
But when you feel so powerless what are you gonna do
But say what you want
Say what you want
Hey you, the one outside, are you ever gonna get in, get in
Hey you, the one that don’t fit in, how ya, how ya gonna get in
Hey you, the one outside, are you ever gonna get in with your
Broken teeth, broken jaw, broken mojo
Yeah, this life is too short to live it just for you
But when you feel so powerless, what are you gonna do
Cuz this life is too short to live it just for you
But when you feel so powerless, what are you gonna do
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| muahahaa |
| 07.06.04 (12:37 am) [edit] |
hhaa...but was i thinking abt just now?
ok, nvm! i'm back to normal!
hip hip horray!
hmm...just now, it was a poem, composed by me..
but it doesn't sound really poetic.
sigh...
mm..yah..i have to write faster or else my bro comes back fr. sch..
and u know what will happened next..
he will snatch the computer/keyboard from me, evn though i'm much much stronger n better that him (wait till he sees this! ha!)
he will plead and plead until me,a very caring, helpful big sister decided to give him the computer
haha...crazy!
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| lullably |
| 07.06.04 (12:12 am) [edit] |
raining,
droplets of raindrops fall onto my face,
and......
i felt sad for no reason
maybe it's because of the weather
but maybe it's because of myself
:( :(
whenever i see her, i feel sad...
it is because of the way that she looks at me
as if i am not her friend
and never was
the raindrops keep dropping and dropping
did i cry?
i don't know
i guess i don't deserve her...
looking st the reflection i see myself
and the raindrops sound like lullably
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