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goodbye!
10.24.05 (8:54 pm)   [edit]
妈妈说我病了
怎么在脸上有两个 睛
随便跟着流星的步
却怎么也看不清
朋友说我病了
而且还真的病得不
明明知道他不是你
却怎么也不死心
我想看清
却越看越不清
我以为我已经到达 堂
却怎么还是失望
我想看清
却越看越伤心
眼泪是种成长后的 罚
还是珍贵的代价
谁懂我的心
总是有那么多的光 在等候
因为有那么多的理 在牵托
总是有那么多的希 在寄托
要我不要忘了自己 初的梦


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....i deleted my whole entry away.
nvm, i will shorten the things that i want to say.
this is going to be my last entry, since i am going to close down this blog during my birthday! this will be the birthday present i give myself -- with closing down of this blog, it signifies me starting anew. i am going to let go all the mistakes i have made these past years
Perhaps, 10 years later, i will visit this blog again and look at the things that i wrote.
How fun would that be? Reading about the events that happened to u in your younger years.
OF course, I would also find a LOT of grammer and spelling errors, just like my primary school diaries. lol, i have difficulty writing hippotamus then.

Special thanks to all the people who have read my blog and given my comments. Especially Suting for being so faithfully reading my blog when it is rather lame, to be frank.
i will continue to read ur blog because it is really nice and i get to know you better^_^
It is the blog that has forged our long friendshiP!

happy birthday to The birthday girl tommorrow, yutiNG, qing yun, beverly, jieling, eileen, hui zhen, wan yi and wai yee! Wish ya stay youthful always =)
To my lovely family, thanks for supporting me all these years and being so understanding to my mistakes. i love you all!! I am never going to say all these face by face.

hmm.. the lyrics are a reflection of my feelings. I am going to look clearly to my dreams =) which is...??


 
Last day of schooL
10.13.05 (9:35 pm)   [edit]
today is the last day of school!
hmm...i thought i would cry but i din't. ^_^ maybe i will be touched/sad to tears during the graduation dinner.
instead, i nearly cried because of "wang zi bian qi wa".
it's a bit weird, since i am a v. heartless person to begin with. I saw Tian Yu, tears rolling in her eyes, saying that she hope the stupid but v. shuai guy (which is ming dao!-.-) will be happier and not be so serious and i feel like crying.
V. weird since it is not the scene that would make people cry their heart out.

HM..enough of the show!
On Tuesday, a few of us stayed back for the night tuition, but haha, we ended up chatting about GHOST stories of our old and new campus. LOL, it 's pretty frightening since it is on the evening and there is nobody in the class except Us.
Then, i started "woo-ing" and my adorable friends, Yuting, Hui Zhen, Joyce, Cynthia got scared and scolded me! haha, it's so fun creating the spooky atmosphere for them!

Then, night falls and we walk together back home! haha, i really feel that there is a great strength coming from us when we walked together! When we walk together, we feel brave and invincible~ hoho..BYE!

 
oo...lala
10.02.05 (10:54 pm)   [edit]
HMM...in this entry, i am going to talk about MING DAO! YAY!!

u would think that he is someone i know, nah nah, he is just a character in the drama serials. Last Friday, i was feeling a bit upset because of my english marks. It never even reached thirty marks, which means I am the lowest in my class, since my oral is pretty bad too!! However, after watching the show, all my troubles flew to the faraway land, because ming dao is just too shuai.

sighs, what a superficial gal.. HAHA, but U ought to see for yourself~~ coz' all my friends has different tastes, but we all think that he is shuai! yay! Besides being shuai, his actions are also very shuai!

awww...i can go on and on about this. I am just such a sucker for this kind of idol drama serials. byebye...see ya in the next entry!

lol, what happened today? hmm...i forgot quite a big part of it, but i remembered laughing heartily because Qing Yun is just too cute~~ she hid behind my back to hide from the bees..hahaha



 
my end is near
09.22.05 (9:11 pm)   [edit]
i don't want to go to school on monday!! i know i did badly for a lot of subjects, which consists of almost all my subjects.. :( think i am going to sweep the floor for the first three months. Or maybe become a farmer who cuts grass at the big field besides Nan Hua?
Gosh..i better stop thinking negatively. Once my negative thoughts started in my mind, it just goes on and on by themselves.

Let's say some happy things that happened in the not-happy-at-all week i have. =)

Hmm..one day while we were returning from school, we encountered a sweet old lady. She was lost and wanted to go to a clinic besides my house. She asked good old Qing Yun for directions. Qing Yun ran all the way to tell Shilin and I to help her. So nice of her. lol, if she saw this entry, she is going to scold me for being "over-praising". So, shilin and i led her to the clinic. =) She looked so delighted when she reached the clinic that we felt truely happy for her as well.

it's just a simple incident but we went home grinning from ear to ear. It made me realise that helping others can make you so happy as well! =) However, i am not a helpful person. Sometimes, i din't do the thing i should do. i din't say the things i should say. Ok, STOP this.

To the second incident, and that is the Mid Autumn Festival!! Though i can't walk around with my latern anymore, something funny happened during Mid Autumn Festival. Mooncakes are delicious!!!! I love green tea flavoured ones. Yummy!
pardon me, i am not meaning that mooncakes are funny.i just can't help mention mooncakes! It is Hui Zhen who is being really funny. She says "YAY. My werewolf friend is coming on mid autumn." haha, something like this la. It made me laugh for quite a long time. Then, my brother and I went out to look at the fullest moon of the year or maybe the century! (the news say one.)

The moon is really big and bright. like a watermelon -.-? You could see large black patches on it. So we stared and stared in the middle of the night. My brother suddenly said "i am chang e..woo" and made a ghosty expression. Don't know why, it reminds me of what Huizhen says earlier and i shouted softly (my neighbours are sleeping). My brother became scared too...you know, the big moon in the night can be pretty frightening. So, we ran back home.

lol, end of story. bye bye. Quite lame, right? Don't answer me.

 
just a quick one
09.04.05 (1:05 am)   [edit]
haha...it turns out that the bird is a foreign bird (it comes from elsewhere)
thanks Suting for your encouragement!! =) your message made me feel warm in heart. I did tried to capture it, but failed terribly.
When i put the cage near the bird, the bird just flew away..

nvm..it is my first attempt. of course, it is a failure! hohoho...i also don't want the bird. So noisy, chirp chirp chirp everyday. One day, i am going to put tapes over their beaks! HAHA..evil -.=

Evil people like me always don't have nice endings. This morning, i woke up with a red eye and my eyes keep tearing even though i don't feel like crying. that's just my retribution!
Yet, i got a new YOUNGER sister!! YAY! i always want a younger sister!!!! (rather than a irritating brother..lol) it's Alicia. Hope you will stay happy and cheerful always! With me as your sister, you won't be lonely anymore!! heh heh heh






 
aHHahHH
08.29.05 (8:59 pm)   [edit]
gOSH... i saw my pet bird outside its cage!!!!!!!
i don't think it is my eyesight failing me (coz' i'm wearing my spectacles-.=)
AHHHHHH..or it is not?
it is a spirit?
it's driving me crazy..i just found out there is no cage which has its cage OPEN!!
OMAN..what should i do??
lols. i feel such a urge to call my friends, but i think i shouldn't bother them for such a stupid thing..

do you think i should close the door leading to the garden?? lols, It will be over then. Me just being lame.

AHHHHHH..it has come close to me..just outside the door =.-
now i lost track of it.

OMAN...i'm really timid..losing my mind over a small life which is my dad's pet

Wish me luck. Maybe i can catch it with my hand??
Someone HELP!!
 
eeyer
08.18.05 (12:51 am)   [edit]
eeyer.. today we are laughing over something disgusting

Haha...it all started with Alicia. She smiled at me so purposefully.
It turned out that she tried to "shock" me with her mega-watts voltage. (hmm..but no effect on me...Lol.it's a waste) It is v.v. funny and cute! Then, i tried to "shock" Shu Zi out of madness. I thought Shu Zi would give me a disgusted look but she seemed so happie and wanted to "shock" me back. -.- later, i thought she was trying to shock me, but actually she is giving a "diaoX" look. Even her diaoX look is so cool.

What a confusing story.
 
lardeedum
08.14.05 (11:49 pm)   [edit]
eh... i screwed up my oral again. Don't know why, even though i screwed everything up, i kept pausing and repeating the same things, i don't feel sad. Guess it is because it is quite predictable? Or maybe it is my mother's sayings that cheer me up: there will always be something that you are lousier than others. Or maybe because it is because it is finally over. I can heave a sigh of relief.

Err..maybe it is all the three reasons.

haha, no matter what, thanks a whole lot to mrs tan for giving me tuition thrice! haha. because i am always in the critical condition. If not for you, the situation would be much worse. I would be staring at the teachers and the teachers would stare back at me. then, we would have a good time staring at each other. Err..hah..not funny



 
-.= !!!!!!!!!
08.12.05 (6:13 am)   [edit]
OMG! it's like a blink of my eyes, and now it is August, Monday would be my common test 2 and my O'level oral examinatioN! I'm still mortified by how fast time passes by.

Sighs... i haven't even started on any revision for common test. My daily routines: have a nap, eat, do homework, watch superstar! (so saD!! derreck is out..sighs..), eat again?, bathe and sleep.) =.- no wonder i din't start on any revision. I kept sleeping and eating.

hmm..to everyone taking oral examination, GOOD LUCK!! it's really scary. Hope we look calm to the teachers even though our hearts are pumping madly. haha, or maybe it is just me who have this nervous problem. No matter what, jia you!!

COngratulations for Suting for getting her A1!! woohoo~

 
chio frens =)
07.28.05 (12:47 am)   [edit]
HehEHe...since not much ppl visit my blog, i guess it's no harm if i put my frens' photos.
I can't resist it!! they're so chio. Muahaha *show off*


From Yuting/ Hui Zhen/ Caiying 's blissful expressions, i can infer that frogs had JUMped out from the pond and kiSSed them. After that, they became princes and they lived happily ever after with the three ladies. err.. sry..that's pretty lame! forget i have said that.


Princesses of the blurr and cute land

hahas, i really enjoy helping other people take their photos than taking my own photos. Coz' there is a sense of achievenment and pride when you took shots that are picturesque! People felt happy at themselves and hahas, you will feel the same too!

ERM, how do you use the bluetooth in your handphone? Sighs, i am really damn outdated. Do you use a wire to connect? Hahs, pls correct me if it is not!
 
stay
07.23.05 (8:28 pm)   [edit]
You say I only hear what I want to.
You say I talk so all the time so.
And I thought what I felt was simple,
and I thought that I don't belong,
and now that I am leaving,
now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.
Yeah yeah, I missed you.
And you say I only hear what I want to:
I don't listen hard,
don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
to anyone, anywhere,
I don't understand if you really care,
I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.
So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up,
and this woman was singing my song:
lover's in love, and the other's run away,
lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.
Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dying since the day they were born.
Well, well, this is not that;
I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.
And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure.
You try to tell me that I'm clever,
but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.
You said that I was naive,
and I thought that I was strong.
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."
Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.
Yeah, I miss you.
You said, "I caught you 'cause I want you and one day I'll let you go."
You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just
scared to lose.
And you say, "Stay."
And you say I only hear what I want to.

hah..i LOVe the lyrics and tune of this song. It is TOP during July 1994!=)So cOoL!
It is called "stay" by lisa loeb. go download it!
Nothing much happened this week.
On Thursday, i think we has a ball game which you have to pass the ball backwards.
We laughed our heads off throughout the game because it is very dumb. We threw the ball to our teammate and nobody managed to catch it, so the ball goes to the other side. This whole process of dropping the ball repeated again and again.
Then, amerlyn ran with the ball, shouting at the same time, which is very cute. We kept laughing until our stomachs pain.
 
Jus a Quick one!
07.20.05 (12:31 am)   [edit]
Just have my oral examination this afternoon.
It is the first time i am the timekeeper, not because i can look at time well, or i am a responsible person (how can i be? +P), but because i am the last one. hmm...quite crappy here. Time keeper is a pretty fun job, i figured out, even though it is really cruel when you have to stop your friends from reading the passage.

Sighs, my oral is really bad. I sort of anticipated it, so it's pretty okay. Ms Khoo kept prompting, because i have difficulty in speaking!! AHhhAHHAhh...i don't know how to talk!!!
I braced up all my courage to speak to Ms Khoo, who is my teacher for one and a half year. (even though she still dun noe my name..lol) What about O'levels?? I think i will freak out since i am easily nervous. When talking to Ms Khoo, i feel as if the world seems a bit lope-sided!! Can't imagine what i will be like during oral day!!

lols, i am offically retired from choir. However, when i see my juniors waving hands to me, i feel quite impulsed to join them for singing and chit-chatting. Guess i am weird!



 
ooolala
07.08.05 (1:09 am)   [edit]
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hahas, the song is super duper cute...lalala

SIGHS...M3 is kicked out!!! ahhh...so shuai and such a crystal clear voice, yet he was kicked!!!!! there is no reason in this world!!!
haha..poor amerlyn! she voted and yet he was out. =(
thanks goodness i supported him sliently..hahas,kidding. He will get in the next round. I have full confidence in him...muahaha

Another week has passed by and i feel like i haven't really done anything. Just passing by the days...glad that there are always friends and YOU! my blog, that make me smile... =)


lols...May ting= chio bU!!! me..erms..an old woman!


dancing in the sea! -.=
 
the other side of the world
07.04.05 (10:48 pm)   [edit]
HEY! long time no see, how're you, dear diary!?
okayy, that's pretty lame and stupid.

Saying about "stupid", stupid things happen to me recently. :(

STUPID thing #1: My ez link card is damaged. The sensor couldn't sense my bus pass.
then, the STUPID/IDIOTIC/STINGY bus driver damanded that i paid cash or else out i go.
It was a coincidence that yuting and i were left broke: yuting was left with 5 cents (haha) and i was left with 45 cents because we just had a hearty and expensive meal. So, i stood there, dumbfounded and the driver looked at me with his accusing eyes. ERM, who wants to cheat your 55 cents! I'm only short of 10 cents. As i started worrying whether i have to walk back home, two fairy godmothers (nice aunties) took out a handful of coins and asked me to choose what i want. lols, no words could express my gratitude even though it is just 10 cents. They trusted me so much!

STUPID thing #2: we have to sing our school song during the 88th dinner. ERM, i thought we are retired..Y? Y? Y? Moreover, even though the gown is pretty , but singing the school song and wearing the gowns look WEIRD and EMBARRASSING!! Where am i to put my face!?
sighs.. should have told the sec one to substitute us, but they have taken our ICs..STUPID
 
Meaningful...ain't it? :)
06.25.05 (7:05 am)   [edit]
There’s a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can’t sleep at night

Downtown another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There’s no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right
Just wanna make this right

We believe(x6)
In this love

We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all our pain
(So let it be)
There’s a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more

So this world is too much for you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
I’ll be everything you need
In every way

Hmm...i have lots of feelings towards this song, yet can't find words to express them
(coz my english is quite poor..hah) This song makes me feel cheered up even though it is a sad song. V.v.meaningful..love the chorus or bridge? where they said "we're all the same" and blah blah. We are all human beings, so why fight? :)
 
Mad abt inserting pic
06.13.05 (8:03 pm)   [edit]
hmph..let's rewind back to hmm...last last thursday or last thursday..
hahas, we have our class outing in Sentosa and found out that everything there were Super expensive. As in ReAlly expensive.. 1 small 500ml of mineral water costs $2.80!!?? Gosh!

dat day was fun. We spent half the day kicking the sea waves. Qi wen suggested jumping in the sea and then took the photo. Fangda and Shilin posed as the modern Rose and Leonardo (forget the name in movie), you know, the stretching out of arms, on a rock.
hahaha..paiseh, i am being quite lame. BUT, this is my blog, so nvm

Then, we played the survivor games. It was quite fun, building the tallest sandcastle, finding the key in the sand, etc etc. Somehow the key got lost, so everybody shared the prizes
After this, while Hui Zhen and I was kicking the sea waves,
two crazy girls, Jia Ying and Beverly gave me the cunning smile and before i know what happened, they pushed me into the sea. -.= thank you very much. But it was actually fun after i got all wet in the sea. I tried to push Hui Zhen down too, but to no avail, since she was as stable as a rock.
 
Tobey!
06.13.05 (7:56 pm)   [edit]


finally noe how to insert pictures.
find tons of tobey the spiderman picture.
only this one is the shuai-est..and it is the header!

ahh...spiderman 2 is gonna be in tv on 27th june. -screams-
Really like him in the movie..muahahas

 
os cont
06.13.05 (2:07 am)   [edit]
What is spooling?
Print jobs sent to buffer instead of directly to printer, where print jobs wait their turn

What is a device driver?
Small program that tells operating system how to communicate with a device
Each device requires its own specific driver

What is a file allocation table (FAT)?
A table of information that operating system uses to locate files on a disk
Reformatting disk usually erases only file allocation table and leaves actual files on disk

System security
OS also takes care of system security
Logon/login for multi-user environment
UserID and password protection
Additional S/W can add more security features

HEY!! lay Qing...jiayouX on studyinG! lala..shinwa rocks :) happy!?
Alas, after my Os, I am going to the childcare centre with you..hahas, scared u bully them :))
 
Everything's beautiful in its own ways
05.31.05 (1:11 am)   [edit]
hahas, today i am going to talk about smiles, which is quite stupid. But since i have nth better to say anyway, i will talk abt this :))

hmm...these r a few ppl whose smiles are v. "influential" and they smile at me today..thnks!

Suting's smile-- her smile is like sunshine over the misty skies, totally BRIGHTENING!! Whenever i see her, i will feel like smiling even when I am feeling low. ROCK ON, sutinG!

Qing Yun's smile--lol, i din't see her today..MISS YOU LOTS! Her smile is wide and really true frm her heart. :) And when she laugh too much, her eyes turn watery..then it will be my turn to laugh at her ;P

Shilin's smile-- this gal's laughter is contagious. You catch it and you keep on laughing like mad..HAHAHA..Hmm..when she smiles, she looks sweet! lol..so unlike her laughter..jk!

Khang Ning's smile-- her smile is definitely warming, esp when her eyes r like a curved moon. She is getting more and more charming..lols..no wonder "..."(khang ning will noe wat i am saying ;p)

Alicia 's smile-- omg, i can't help but notice her white neat dazzling teeth when she smiles. She should be the next colgate spokesperson! Her smile is soooo nice!

Guan qun's smile-- lols, she should get the friendliest smile award! hahas, when she smiles, you feel totally relaxed and want to chat up with her..love ya smiles :))

JIng ying's smile-- hahas, she can ROLL her tongue into a lotus shape. WOWOWOWOW!!! Her smile is absolutely nice and cheerful!

OMG! it seems that my flattering skills has gone up to the next ultimate level.

p.s eh, just read mr chow's blog. he really loves his wife and children! cool or what :)
 
CooKinG
05.22.05 (2:26 am)   [edit]
Recently, i developed an interest towards cooking. Initially, i was forced to learn cooking. The food cooked by the ppl downstairs were inedible! There are cockroaches and bees inside their noodles and soaps. Ewww...disgusting.
What really disgusts me is that one day after i bought the noodles and went home, Shilin overheard a conversion between the vendors and they were saying that children don't have to eat food that are good. What does it mean??!!

Actually, i think cooking is quite fun, especially when the food tastes not too bad. It gives a really great sense of achievement. Till now, i only tried cooking maggi noodles and rice..does this count as counting? Never mind me, i will get bored with cooking after a few days.

hmm.. choir performance is not bad, right? HAHAHA...but the thrice bowing was v.v. xia suay. i feel like digging a hole to hide my face. Phew, luckily, not much people who knew me came.
Finally, i can throw the stupid high heels away into the dustbin. =)

Funnily, after the performance, the whole choir got v. high. We keep shouting and hugging?!
 
Close to me
05.13.05 (2:51 am)   [edit]
Just heard from WJ that she have read my blog..tyty!
suddenly, i feel a new surge of energy to write again when i was thinking of deleting this blog a few days ago.

Woah, i am so damn tired. Just came back from choir. Am half-closing my eyes while singing...so, this will be a real short entry because i want to sleep :)

Just read my brother's letter to Mother. real touching... JIAYOU, i will help u in whatever way i can! ^^ Suddenly, i feel v. gulity because i have always been treating my bro as someone of my age, instead of a young brother.
i guess that's because of the small age difference. I haven't been doing my job as a sister all this while. Just wanna say a big sorry to u :D

"why do birds suddenly appear, everytime u walk by ,
just like me, they long to be, close to youuu"

Actually, at the beginning, i am of the "heck care" attitude abt the cultural pop. It was when our conductor said we sang so well until the notes clash that i feel proud about ourselves.
He praised us a lot until our heads become big. I guess we gonna change other people's opinion about us.
We are not a lousy cca, okayy.. err...i sound so fierce
 
O.o
05.01.05 (12:13 am)   [edit]

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes.
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself, and follow your heart.

this is the lyrics by hilary duff (my idol..yay) eh, i guess if i continue praising her, you will be sian diao, coz' i can go on and on.
today's labour day! err...doesn't have any meaning on me, since i am not a labour/worker yet. well, nothing much really happened today, so i might as well talked about my week.

Monday: kinda forgot what happened that day. I think it is the day that may may, yu yu, zhen zhen, yun yun (erms, the names r quite disgusting) discussed about the toad and the swan. they are really v.v. funny. i laughed and laughed until i got stomachache.

Thursday: have napfa test that day. I could have flunked my inclined pull-up again, but we got a chinese teacher and she doesn't seem to care whether my arms are straight. So cool.
My whole body ached from thursday until now.

Friday: We decided to be confident about ourselves and that is, to walk straight, raise our heads high (but not too high, until ur eyes are focusing on the wall) Also, we are not
goint o let anybody bully us. feels like we are modern girls?
 
O dear
04.23.05 (3:20 am)   [edit]
Just now, i helped my mother to do some cooking: you know, tossing the vegetables up and down. I am proud that it actually tastes good, even though it is a bit burnt. Some chefs also tried to cook their food half- burnt, ain't it? I am damn thick-skinned.

Practicals starts next week? And all my practicals are BIG failures. the solution is supposed to turn colorless, but it turns brown. Too big a difference.
Then, i keep on causing physical harm to poor beverly. (Sorry x 100.) She is now even more unlucky to have me as her partner on the day of practicals. sighs, i wonder whether i got a brain :i

there is a saying: if you have the preservance and belief, you will see the rainbow in the dark (a miracle). So, i guess we should wait for the rainbow even when we are in the dark, struggling or feeling disappointed.

best wishes to you ^^




 
dolphins
04.11.05 (2:43 am)   [edit]

Some people, you just can't say how they are good
but they're un-replacable..

this is one of the lyrics in the "yi shi de mei hao" songs. Yuting love this song a lot. She memorise the whole song : (if you wanna hear it, you can listen it on TV at channel U, every wednesday to friday, in 8.30. This is because they always play this song after the show)

Erms, today is just another boring day.
sighs, O' levels seems to be approaching v. fast and i still haven't started anything. Feel stressed. yet can't resist the temptation to blog. boo..
 
Silver, but not bad
04.07.05 (11:57 pm)   [edit]
we got a silver yesterday.
Should have felt disappointed, but after our teacher's continuous persuasion that we're not bad at all (in fact, he said that he was proud of us? never think that he would say something like this. All the practices he was swearing and cursing :p) i actually felt proud of ourselves? Even though we weren't really splendid, but hahs, i could actually feel the passion in ourselves for once. (erms, crap?) We have done our best, so it is Ok.

Erms, dun mind me evil. I was hoping that Chung Cheng high will get silver. yea, i was disappointed. They were laughing/ squeezing their ears/ saying "oh, so nan hua is like this?" at us during the exchange programme. I guess they might be good, but my brother is better. Let me be smug for a while...he got gold with honour. YAY! help me get my revenge..

after the competition, we went back to school and snapped lots of photographs. We're just very vain. Then, while we were taking photographs, the warning bell rang. We were still in our gowns, so we're shocked. Then, someone suggested we ran like the runaway brides...haha, it actually sounds quite fun, until we found out that it was fake alarm. aiyah...i am mad